Monday, November 16, 2015

Well it is offically Winter.   I drove to the church and they were cleaning carpets so back home I came.  I do not like driving in the snow if I do not have to, even a little.  So I guess my shopping day is off today.  Maybe tomorrow.  Today I will tackle some sewing I have been trying to get done.

Be safe out there everyone.  

Sunday, November 15, 2015

I should have taken some pictures.   I decided I was not going to sit in the house and mope so I did some outside therapy I raked leave and got some wood in cause we are suppose to get a storm tonight and tomorrow.  I really think that I just need to do more of that.  I am not going to church today because my emotions are all over the place dont know why.  I am hoping to post some pictures soon ro make my blog a little more interesting.  I hope everyone out there in blog land has a wonderful and eventful Sunday.

Saturday, November 14, 2015

I have decided to change my blog.  This Blog is for me to figure out how to find myself and maybe understand how I think.  I am a little OCD and that tends to make my days very frustrating.  I wish I could just let things lie but I keep thinking I must have everything perfect before I can do the things I enjoy and want to do.  I hate this but do not know how to control it.  
I read other blogs and I am so envious because everyone seems so in control of lives.  They do what they want when they want and if they want.  They do not fill quilty for not doing all the laundry or vacumning the floor everyday or even letting a bed go undone.  

I love to quilt and read and do family history.  Those are the three things I really enjoy doing.  I wish I could feel happy all the time but for some reason I feel like I must do everything for every one.   I am retired however I feel that I just quit working to now work full time in my home without pay.   How do I change my thinking?  I hope that this blog will help me change my attitude.