I have decided to change my blog. This Blog is for me to figure out how to find myself and maybe understand how I think. I am a little OCD and that tends to make my days very frustrating. I wish I could just let things lie but I keep thinking I must have everything perfect before I can do the things I enjoy and want to do. I hate this but do not know how to control it.
I read other blogs and I am so envious because everyone seems so in control of lives. They do what they want when they want and if they want. They do not fill quilty for not doing all the laundry or vacumning the floor everyday or even letting a bed go undone.
I love to quilt and read and do family history. Those are the three things I really enjoy doing. I wish I could feel happy all the time but for some reason I feel like I must do everything for every one. I am retired however I feel that I just quit working to now work full time in my home without pay. How do I change my thinking? I hope that this blog will help me change my attitude.